I don’t know what I’m going to do come March.

My lease is up. The idea of signing a lease for another year some place in Indy feels awful. Like I’m trapped. It’s hard to find decent places here with 6 month leases. I can’t stay with my parents. I won’t be ready for Louisville. Sometimes I want to go back to PNW but I have no idea how. I don’t know what to do. Trying not to think about it too much right now but after the holidays I am going to be a mess.